[Reader-list] Research as part of Sarai Independent Fellowships - Hindi
manju singh bhati
manjupannu at rediffmail.com
Mon Dec 23 14:45:44 IST 2002
India is one of the most populated countries. This means the
population of pregnant women is also very high. This is one of the
reasons that we take pregnancy for granted .We feel pregnancy is a
normal thing that happens to every other woman. There is novel in
saying that pregnant woman should take care of herself in terms of
health, nutrition, rest etc. or being a mother is a boon; new born
gives happiness to everyone in family blah blah. Sometime ago, I
myself
had the same feeling but now when it has happened to me. I know, only
too well that it is altogether a different experience. It is a life
where you loose control over your senses. You enter into a different
world where hormones rule the roost. The day I conceived, I entered
into a world of different feelings, tastes and experiences. I could
feel amalgamating agony and ecstasy together inside me. A confused
feeling of knowing that someone inside me is feeding on my blood and
extracting calcium from my bones, indifferent to my health, engulfed
me. The experience created a reality beyond normal. A reality that
was repugnant, repulsive and constricting. It brought all the worldly
cravings to the fore. A desire for the normal and routine, far
removed from the divinity of motherhood and its collateral damage. I
realized that it was somewhere in between those banal experiences
that we read, hear, or think. In my opinion, other women have also
gone through same experiences during their pregnancy. In the month of
July I had to spend couple of days in the private ward of LNJP
hospital where I met a few pregnant women everyday and shared our
experiences with each other. I realized that seemingly the most
trivial of things have far reaching effects on their lives as well as
their minds. Most fascinating thing was the exclusiveness and
vividness of these explanations. My plan is to meet some more such
women by going to the private wards of some hospitals and nursing
homes. By chatting with them informally we can get information on
every aspect of pregnancy such as tragedy, comedy, physical,
emotional changes and their impact on their personality, reactions of
people around among others. Appearances and incidents of pregnant
life have given me various ideas about making cartoons and
illustrations.
I have started enlisting ideas for illustrations. Trying access to
hospitals, although I have been to
a few private nursing homes these days and taken interviews but that
is very little information to
write an article. Apart from that I am trying to recall my own
experiences to write.
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