[Reader-list] The results of your email commands

[A.K. Malik]

Hi Rakesh,
             Nice to see your posting, I had sincerely been missing your posts.You are an ultimate winner, so it doesn't matter what happened in between.My comments were made as a mature person to a young upcoming boy and the term I used was meant for you not to leave the list.
My request to you and all others who regularly post their opinions-Please don't be personal and don't get carried away by others' posts.Everyone is entitled to have his/her opinion whether right or wrong.
Regards and love,
          
(A.K.MALIK)


--- On Sun, 8/23/09, Rakesh Iyer <rakesh.rnbdj at gmail.com> wrote:

> From: Rakesh Iyer <rakesh.rnbdj at gmail.com>
> Subject: Re: [Reader-list] The results of your email commands
> To: "sarai list" <reader-list at sarai.net>
> Date: Sunday, August 23, 2009, 6:54 PM
> Dear all
> 
> You would be surprised to see me back on this forum, but
> yes I have come, of
> my own, due to my own realizations.
> 
> I felt extremely bad on having left Sarai, as if I had lost
> a combination of
> my love (which in itself is a disaster), my friend (not
> only does it include
> those who discussed and debated, having disagreed with me)
> and of course my
> soul (something which made me always try to think from all
> angles, which I
> did try to an extent).
> 
> When I left the list, I had lost all sense of peace with
> myself. And I have
> already felt the pain and despair of losing someone whom
> you truly love,
> believe and share with. I don't wish to feel over this all
> again and again,
> as I have been doing since the past few days. Never did I
> forget in the past
> few days the discussions and debates with members of this
> list. Never will
> I, not for the rest of this life of mine. (this janam)
> 
> All I can say, is a request: Please do not unsubscribe or
> throw me out of
> this forum. And do not worry, my coming back would not lead
> to flooding of
> the forum. I assure those who felt threatened then, and may
> feel so even
> now, that I won't trouble this.
> 
> And Malik jee, it still hurts me that I was termed a
> defeatist by you. But
> you were right. If I run like this for just a personal
> marginal feeling, I
> won't be able to face harsh realities of life in any form.
> I can only say, I
> have come back to rectify my mistake, and hope that the
> list allows me to do
> that. And I won't repeat it.
> 
> Hope the administrator has no issues. All apologies from me
> for those who
> felt hurt due to me in any way. And promises are promises,
> meant to be kept,
> so please be rest assured.
> 
> Regards
> 
> Rakesh
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