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Welcome back, Rakesh!

2009/8/23 Rakesh Iyer <rakesh.rnbdj at gmail.com>

> Dear all
>
> You would be surprised to see me back on this forum, but yes I have come,
> of
> my own, due to my own realizations.
>
> I felt extremely bad on having left Sarai, as if I had lost a combination
> of
> my love (which in itself is a disaster), my friend (not only does it
> include
> those who discussed and debated, having disagreed with me) and of course my
> soul (something which made me always try to think from all angles, which I
> did try to an extent).
>
> When I left the list, I had lost all sense of peace with myself. And I have
> already felt the pain and despair of losing someone whom you truly love,
> believe and share with. I don't wish to feel over this all again and again,
> as I have been doing since the past few days. Never did I forget in the
> past
> few days the discussions and debates with members of this list. Never will
> I, not for the rest of this life of mine. (this janam)
>
> All I can say, is a request: Please do not unsubscribe or throw me out of
> this forum. And do not worry, my coming back would not lead to flooding of
> the forum. I assure those who felt threatened then, and may feel so even
> now, that I won't trouble this.
>
> And Malik jee, it still hurts me that I was termed a defeatist by you. But
> you were right. If I run like this for just a personal marginal feeling, I
> won't be able to face harsh realities of life in any form. I can only say,
> I
> have come back to rectify my mistake, and hope that the list allows me to
> do
> that. And I won't repeat it.
>
> Hope the administrator has no issues. All apologies from me for those who
> felt hurt due to me in any way. And promises are promises, meant to be
> kept,
> so please be rest assured.
>
> Regards
>
> Rakesh
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