The Laughter of Tears
Solo Exhibition
Kunstverein Braunschweig, Germany
When we are in the sonic range of the flightpaths of a flock of birds returning to a roosting site, we become intimate with their together-ness. When people are awestruck by wonder, or tickled into laughter, or moved to tears, they momentarily transmit to each other before, between, and beyond language. Such transmissions need no translation to be contagious. They glow, lit from within. A patchwork of shared fabric and feeling offers the outline of customary forms of illumination but fleeting epiphanies and crowded memories extend this patchwork to a flow between celebration and mourning. Within this coloured glow it is possible to admit that tears are now also extra-human. This illuminated suspension equally shelters and shadows a dissenter’s disobedience, parsed by the sovereign through accusations and bail orders, producing a halfway-life in limbo between coercion, surrender, defiance, and heresy.
An owl and a donkey interpolate themselves, indicating the simultaneity of leaving and returning. Tyll of Braunschweig teaches us the trick of being on both sides of a mirror at once, reflected and reflecting, and Nasreddin of Aksehir shows us how to face the future riding backwards on a gentle, fearless donkey. Disappearing ephemera, history unmade or in the making, the scene that unfolds in the corner of the eye: all these matter. And notes taken of pictures that whisper and speak in tongues can move us to tears sometimes. Meanwhile, humor is yet another beast in a bestiary.
The Coarse Fabric of Being Human
22 hand-tufted carpets
61 × 76 cm each
The only actually shared sensation is the present continuous tense. It reconstitutes, everyday, the coarse fabric of being human, rearranging the atoms of collective experience. Fleeting epiphanies crowd, asking – like auguries – to be read.
Paint, pantone colors of the years 2020 and 2021
Unexpected arrivals (of a virus in one year) and departures (of a species in another) transform the colour of time. Each year gets a colour signature: a chromachron. And a room gets filled with the colors of the years through which its walls stand, waiting. It becomes a roomful of time, in neutral shades, or in camouflage.
Iteration shown at: Bikaner House, New Delhi (2021)
Video with calligraphy, pixels, sound
Duration, 17’45”
A conversation in images, missives to selves and world, mood swings in lockdown and a share in the planet’s lucid dreams during a global pandemic. Gleaned from a month’s worth of the habit, within Raqs, of a regular chatter, the daily back and forth of things seen, heard, read and sensed between three people across decades. From the dawn of new feelings to the obstinate sediment of images that don’t let themselves be unseen. Disappearing ephemera, history in the making, the scene that unfolds in the corner of the eye – everything, and nothing. Real, imagined, and everywhere in between. Notes of pictures that whisper, speak in tongues, and sometimes leap, from hibernation to upheaval.
Iterations shown at: ‘The Pandemic Circle’, Stamps Gallery, Penny W. Stamps School of Art & Design, Expo Chicago – online (2020) | ‘CC: World’, Haus der Kulturen der Welt- online, Berlin (2020)
Ringing
Looped video
Reindeer
Looped video
A ringing interrupts everything. A reindeer looks for its herd. A herd looks for a path. A path looks for the world to come walking.
Velvet, silkscreen, wallpaper
150 cm x 300 cm, 560 cm x 375 cm
The Sovereign and its Company are multiple, and multiply formed. Anything can be deputized. The historical glory and moral authority of the sovereign and its company melts away, and then reconstitutes itself, constantly. Haunted by it’s own past, it splinters into shadowy incoherence, and then re-forms to greet the future. The question is, till when?
Tears (are not only from weeping)
Video loop, LED panel
Duration, 5’59”
Tears are not only for weeping, they lubricate the possibility of vision. Sometimes we see things better when we cry, cry out aloud, or laugh, till the tears come unbidden.
Iteration shown at: Frith Street Gallery, London (2024)
Seven découpe text on leather, etching on acrylic
40 x 68 cm each
As time refracts, its shatter illuminates differing strands. A comic’s contempt, her whisper of laughter, threatens the consensus. The sovereign clocks itself at every chuckle that diminishes its force field. Bail conditions set narrow perimeters, and life is forced into constraints. Laughter remains a dangerous terrain.
Video Wallpaper
The ghost is here again to be neither witness, nor agent, not even provocateur, to be perhaps just a haunting laugh through time. To bundle sentience and turn on the electric wavelengths of interconnected metabolic surges coursing through the shared inhabitation of a wet planet wandering through a big, crowded sky: That is what the surge is.
Iteration shown at: ‘Asamayavali/Untimely Calendar’, National Gallery of Modern Art, New Delhi (2014)
The Blood of Stars invites us to think about the relation between the presence of iron, a fugitive from the stars, sleeping deep inside the earth and the veins of warm-blooded mammals. Meanwhile, it reads meteorites for clues about the stains at the edge of every sharp blade that cuts into flesh, and registers resonances that ricochet between mining, militarism and the mutations that mark a remote landscape.
Iteration shown at: ‘Extracts from a Future History’, Lulea (2017)
Paper, digital drawings, photographic colour print, gold embossing
40 prints of 33 x 46 cm each
A New Jataka Tale:
A Sumatran Rhinoceros, a Splendid Poison Frog, a Golden Bamboo Lemur loudly argue on the way to extinction. “Which form of life will persist”, they ask, “outlasting all others?” “How many will persist as ghosts in the textbooks of zoology?”
The Homo Sapiens, out-of-turn, says that only he can claim the future. At this, the splendid frog, with no poison to dispense, retreats into shadow. The golden lemur, barely clinging to existence, chooses silence. Only the formerly magnificent rhinoceros, legendary for her patience speaks up.
“Nothing persists, friends, if it is not remembered. Dear biped, we are still in your remembered bestiary, and in your library. So we live, after a fashion, in your memory. But once you are done with us, what will be left for you to live with, and live on? And once you depart, who will remember you? The cockroaches, they do not like archives!”
She attained Buddha-hood.
Iterations shown at: FirstSite, Colchester, United Kingdom (2018) | Frith Street Gallery, London, United Kingdom (2019)
A Gathering of Birds
Shown at: ‘The Laughter of Tears’, Kunstverein Braunschweig, Germany (2021)
Audio loop with 3 Speakers
Duration, 32’41”
In the sonic range of the flight-path of a gathering of birds, we momentarily transmit to each other. We surpass contours of containment, and need no translation to be contagious.
Readymade canopy, radiation hazard sign inscribed as a pattern in salt on the floor
240 x 240 cm
Every wilful misstep, every greedy grab, is an intimate intimidation to our own longer future. How do we stay together, in care of each other, when the fold of our collectivity is augured under the mark of contamination?
Do Harmonious Friends cause dissonance?
Blackboard paint, newspaper, chalk, text, silkscreen, glass eyes
6 frames of 55 x 70 cm each
An owl and a donkey interpolate themselves, indicating the simultaneity of leaving and returning. Tyll of Braunschweig teaches us the trick of being on both sides of a mirror at once, and Nasreddin of Akşehir shows us how to face the future riding backwards on a gentle, fearless donkey.
Time to pause. Time to ask, Do harmonious friends cause dissonance? There is perhaps a new Jataka tale here to be read into the future. Let us wait for it.
Ferment (splendour)
2 readymade canopies, embroidery | 1 Chanderi fabric, embroidery
450 × 450 cm | 243 x 365 cm
Ferment (Splinter)
1 readymade canopy, Screen Print
450 × 450 cm
Ferment (Shatter)
1 readymade canopy, Screen Print
450 × 450 cm